its whatever.

all work, and preparing for school = no play/fun

how fun is my summer? super fun, right? WRONG! its so shitty and with this crummy weather it just makes things so much worse. GAYNESS!

i feel like i cant do anything anymore.

it would be nice to do something with no guilt, but unlucky me everything comes with it.

i miss being carefree =T

shh..

lately i just don't feel like talking much..

meow

they're all part of the list, things that I miss..

Style of your hair,
shape of your eyes and your nose,
the way you stare
As if you see, right through to my soul,

It's your left hand and the way
that it's not quite as big as your right,
the way you stand in the mirror
before we go out at night,

Our quiet time,
your beautiful mind,

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
or the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room,
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon.

I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet.
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep.

Touching your face,
invading your space.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
or the way you smile or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

Oooh, and you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.
And you'll live in my memories forever more I swear.

They're a part of the list.
Things that I miss.
Things like your funny little laugh,
or the way you smile, or the way we kiss.

What I noticed is this:
I come up with
something new, every single time
that I sit and reminisce.

we're just different people..

and i see it now -_-

the weddings in two days.. and i have homework to complete.. and a test to study for.

feeling slightly ill,

and i still think this is dumb.. its just not fair =(

lovers thing

you always said communication is key but what's ironic is I'm the one doing all the communicating.. you just want to forget whatever problem we're facing and start a new day. well you know what? its not that easy.. things will get worse because you can't build a relationship like that.

you said you were ok with me talking to my friends, whom are believe it or not are guys. you told me you would feel bad if you didn't want me talking to him because he's my friend.. few days later you bitch at him for messaging "hello" was it necessary? NO! and because "he's a sliver in your thumb is no excuse"

whenever i brought up past experiences and how i got screwed over, you basically told me the past is the past and to not talk about and i never talked about them after that because i know you were nothing like them and it was a waste of energy bringing them up because i had you.. whenever we had an argument, you always bring up how so-and-so in the past. and when i wrote that note on facebook you told me facebook doesn't need to know.

I understand your mad, upset, disappointed, sad and all these other emotions but that gives you no right to tell me to fuck off and tell the world i 'cheated' on facebook, to tell me I'm just another one of your ex girlfriends but worse, to end our relationship over two friends getting off work who are hungry and just so happens my house is on the way.

you say you love me yet you don't want to work things out.. EVER! i guess it IS dumb on my part to agree to go out, but i don't understand why your telling everyone that you would pick me up from work when i am 100% POSITIVE you did not say such a thing. me not hearing you say that is NOT me not listening.

are YOU proud to be canadian?

Whenever I need to vent, my laptop isn't available.. it's never the same when the mood is gone! SIGH